Tuesday, 9 October 2018

Destined for Misery



Fights.More Fights.This is how the series of days went from the very first evening of wedding.Even having a first child as baby boy could not make any difference.It has been a decade and she had made four kids in this span.The girl who was perfect idea of partner now looked like someone’s worst nightmare.Asmara was not an ordinary girl.She was blessed with divine talents as she was ambidextrous, marvelous speaker, melodious singer and a moderate artist that it felt like God had squeezed essence of everything in her DNA. She used to hear her teachers saying “Dear, it’s an unerasable fact that you are going to turn your ultimate goals into  enduring realities”.And in return she always proved the words said to her. Even until now she had a separate corner where her medals and shields sang her praise.No one knew when the clouds of misery would leave her place but it was for sure,  that one day the truth will bring the fairies of mercy to shower peace on her gloomy heart.One day when sun was throwing its blazing rays on houses and streets, she decided to go for the grocery.When she entered into the store , she badly bumped into a chubby lady carrying a dozen of shopping  bags  in her fluffy hands.Everything  in those was trying to escape out of fullness.One orange rolled on floor and kissed finely pedicured feet of Asmara.Both ladies were so much shocked that none of them dared to show feminine fight.But then that lady stepped forward and stood frozen as she had seen something strange.The very next moment Asmara gathered her senses back and apologized.The Lady forgot her stuff and yelled “Cooky! Is this really you or am I dreaming?” .When she got no response , she opened her branded leather bag and sorted out a wooden framed photograph ,showed it to Asmara.There were 3 young ladies and a tall boy with thick mustaches almost covering his upper lip were standing  outside a museum. Asmara could not believe that the lady in front of her was her best friend shifa yet they had fallen apart due to her tragic marriage.It was heart-melting to see both hugging, crying and calling  eachothers’ names as if they stop they would vanish and would never find each other again. Everyone passed by understood nothing but carried sympathy in their eyes.After that, both spent hours together and gossiped endless.Asmara and  Shifa dinned out in an expensive restaurant and sipped on hot cappuccino in famous cafĂ©. They completely forgot that they had their families waiting for them.When Asmara reached home her frowning husband was standing in front of main gate as if he was going to kick her out before she entered.”Whom were you chatting with these whole 8 hours?”.It will be unsafe to tell him about  Shifa. She thought.I…I was in……”Her  throat refused to utter words.”I asked Where were you?”.He roared.”I was in market .There was sale on dresses so that’s why…..”.She replied in a shaky voice.Her Husband exploded like overheated boiler.”You…ugly  liar..Where is all stuff you bought from that so called sale?”.Asmara realized it was her mistake to lie but then an idea lit up in her mind.”I had no money so I booked it and will get home delivery in few  days”. “I don’t trust you so you better not do this again”.He announced his order and stepped inside. She hurried to reach in the kitchen to shelter herself from another possible session in this case, if  meal got late to reach on the table.That night she did not sleep as she would lose the sense of joy if she woke up again.Next morning as everyone left house for office and school she sent morning greetings to her BFF.In return, she got a call from her. Shifa's voice was low and worried.”What happened  Shifa?You sound unwell.”There was silence for five seconds.It increased warmth in environment.Asmara felt anxious.”Listen  my dear…whatever I am going to tell you is surely hard for anyone to hear but keep patience until I finish then you are free to decide.”C’mon Shifa..tell me what’s wrong?”.Asmara sensed something fishy.”Do you remember the night when I called you for your email password?”.”Yeah I remember but didn’t you forget that as you told me next day.”said Asmara.”Actually…(3 second silence)I didn’t.” “So?”.Asmara’s voice filled up with rudeness.”Asmara...Please hold on”.She could hear air escaping out of her nostrils.”I regret I was unintentionally part  of what happened to you but  believe me I came to know this after a year.It was probably june when one day someone wrote me a letter.I’m still unaware of the person but it told me everything.I want you to read it yourself.”Asmara burst into tears but didn’t  let her notice it.”Okay.Come home within an hour.Don’t be late”.Call was disconnected. After 45 minutes door knocked so badly as the one outside will tear it like a paper.Asmara rushed towards door and when she opened it, her husband came in.She stood up there with pale face and shivering legs.If he finds shifa here he will never let me know the truth.God Please help.She thought to herself.She was so drowned into her thoughts that she didn’t listen to him.After 10 minutes when he couldn’t find anyone at home he returned satisfied.It was not first time he did so.She remembered it was his daily routine in earlier days but it lessened with the passage of time.She stoodstill in front of door worshiping.At last someone slid a violet envelope under the door tied with purple silk ribbon.She looked through door lock but no one was outside.Rather opening  the envelope,she tore it fiercely.Two folded papers came out.One seemed old with faded words but other was written with fresh ink.
Letter#1
Dear Asmara,
I don’t feel myself able to face you but Your truth is in your hands and your final decision will decide my position.
                                                                                                                                                                                Love,
            Shifa
Letter#2
Shifa Bukhari,
I hope you find my letter in better state of health.Read this to the end because it’s going to reveal all secrets behind Asmara’s Tragedy.I am the unluckiest  father who completely failed to give better lifestyle to my children.They opened their eyes in the dark rooms where poverty whirled in every nook and cranny.None of them completed school except one daughter who grew up with an evil mind. She wanted luxuries and used to steal wherever she got a chance.At last, she worked hard and got scholarship in university.We wondered how she did it but we celebrated.I didn’t  know she bore a lot of hate to people having money and talents.I always told her make goals part of your life, don’t make them your life otherwise you will be destroyed but she never considered my words .One day she came home and felt happier than ever when I asked her she only said” it is the high time for me to accomplish my biggest dream ever.”Then, she called someone and talked for hours as if she was planning something important.The only word I could hear was “Professor” which she deliberately pronounced louder.Then, she left home and returned with some papers in her hands.She had exams after a week but she studied nothing.I was so much worried about her because she had never  compromised on her education before but  when result was out she stood as topper.This made me  approach her  study room and found  some dried ink pens, torn papers and a diary in her drawer.It  aroused my curiosity that I brought  it with  me and left.At night when everyone was in deep slumber I opened her diary’s first page and saw her name with someone else’s.I wondered.Then, I turned to next there was long  list  of  resolutions which demonstrated  her criminal mind.One of them shocked me ,it was about Asmara.My daughter was going to ruin her with complete support of a professor and a university mate.I hurriedly went  to yesterday’s date and as expected there was all the planning written there before I could finish I felt someone peeking behind me .I couldn’t move and felt the fear frozen in my nerves.It was her furiously watching me reading her secrets.She did not take her diary away but the fire in her eyes made me sense so.Rather holding it she slapped it and it flew away from us.”You..old  poor  man…How dare you touch it?...”.I didn’t respond.”Well! No problem.You still don’t know the core part of it.(Hah)…but if you try to spoil it I won’t hesitate to harm you.”She left.My conscience damned whole night for not stopping her but I felt weak to do anything.After few days of anxiousness I forgot.Two months later I observed she was getting mad as if she had been bitten by a dog.We admitted her in hospital where she fought with death to give her more days to live but she failed and before her last breathe she told me how she conspired against Asmara by taking hold of her email account by threatening her closest  friend and this was you.How she helped a professor to revenge her son’s insult which was gone viral because he proposed Asmara and she bluntly refused.Then, how she sent inappropriate content from Asmara’s account to that professor and how he leaked this to everyone and her education and career hence obliterated.But it’s more heart-breaking to know that the guy who threatened you was the jealous competitor who never got a chance to get higher grades than Asmara and to avenge he married her to put all his hate on her.Another reason was to give her pain which he felt with his friend on denial of proposal.This is all I wanted to tell you.I’m guilty but I’m not begging for pardon because it is unworthy.Tell Asmara If you ever get a chance that her enemy has died.
From,
Criminal’s Father.
“So, the man I’m living with isn’t my partner but an avenger “.She sighed with grief.At evening, she wore one of the best of her black shades in dresses, left her shiny blonde hair open, put on light  shade of lipstick with creamy pink blush on cheeks, statement necklace in her long neck with stone rings in her subtle fingers.She looked adorable and irresistible.When he entered the room, he was holding  huge office files in his hands.She pretended as she hasn’t felt his presence there.Looking out of window she looked as mother fairy  spreading  love in air.He never called her by her name but  today he couldn’t  stop himself to talk to her.He found himself  free from hate he always felt in his heart.”Asmara…”.The Room witnessed warmth in his voice.She turned to him and furrowed her brows.Her face wore serious gestures which were never seen before.”You wanna say something?”.She inquired.He put his files on bed and came towards her.”Please sit.I want to talk”.She was puzzled on his kindness.”Today I met your friend shifa  when I was returning home.I wanted to see if she hated you too.But what she told me pushed  strong feeling of shame in me.I always blamed you for insulting my friend and sending  those  emails to his father but I had no idea it was all conspiracy against you.I have given you so much pain now I want you to decide independently whether I deserve to be with you or not.”Without taking a minute she said ”I want divorce.”He nodded while looking  down on floor.So, the following  days went  in signing different papers to legally announce separation of the two.At last, when she spent a week without him she realized his hate was not  just a feeling it was the source to evoke emotional attachment with him.That night she sang for him.
What a crazy night that day; I spent with you.
Soaring high with meteors and stars…
In those hides and seeks did I find your face;
A glistening piece of illusory visage,and
Then came me ,the air of veracity;
Shook me out of those deceptive dreams
Cause you were not with me anymore,
And that was the reality.


                                                               The End




Monday, 3 September 2018

What a crazy night that day;
I spent with you...
soaring high with meteors and stars.
In those hides and seeks did I find your face;
a glistening piece of illusory visage.
And then came to me;the air of veracity;
shook me out of those deceptive dreams;
cause you were not with me anymore,
and that was reality.



Tuesday, 14 August 2018

It feels so good...(Try it)

Hi You!

Today I want you to fade out tiring fog surrounding your beautiful soul.

Spare few minutes for your own self...

Wherever you are , no matter what your age is ...


Lets Do it...

Find quieter place...

Sit,Walk or Standstill...

Depends on you...

Now...

Close Your Eyes...

And...

Listen to You... 

Just pay undivided attention to your inner voice...

Respond it immediately...

At last...

Just Leave that place by taking three deep breaths...


Have Awesome Experience, Stay Blessed. :)


  




Thursday, 26 April 2018

Poem

Is it possible?
We meet again..
Just Last Time..
Like last month..
And  we do it...
Forever and ever..
So,
We never fall apart!
By:Tweety

Friday, 6 April 2018

Let me...(Poem)

Let me break the boundaries,
I  have   created   around  you.
Let me give you space to breathe,
that's been choked due to my presence.
Lemme disconnect the forced connection,
that   was   imposed   on   you.
Let   me   let  you   go,
before  your  doubts  grow.
Let    me  congratulate  you,
for the freedom you have attained.
Oh dear! Just let me tell  you,
It  is  finally The End.



Tuesday, 27 March 2018

Goodbye Old Me (Poem)



Under the silver moonlight…
My soul craves to dance…
Tiny shiny stars twinkle like…
Someone’s guitar’s melody…
I can hear the beats…
Peace is spreading on my bones…
While no one can see me…
I standstill under the universe…
Pale yellow light shows me the path…
Fairies of  hope hold my wrist…
I start walking on the way…
It is the moment…
Where life starts to change…
All the cracks are filling…
With the energy I’m receiving…
I leave the things behind…
So, I’ll never be back…
Goodbye Y’ll tired souls!
By: Tweety


Call Me Crazy (Poem)




Contrary to the people…
Walking, Watching, Working.
I suddenly start  aching….
Running,Rushing,Sweating…
Reach towards the corner…
Find a glass of water..
All those passing nearby…
Keep deep sympathy in their eye…
And whisper the words like a sly…
I hear them saying something…
That means to me nothing…
I stand up and feel brave…
Move to the center…
To show what I have…
They look at me with rave sight…
Wondering,pondering,gazing…
I enjoy the scene it’s amazing…
Let’s start with the  warm greeting...
Dear all can you hear me?
You’re free to Call me crazy.
It makes me feel happy...
One stands up and starts clapping...
Finally I leave the room smiling…!
By:Tweety





Destined for Misery

Fights.More Fights.This is how the series of days went from the very first evening of wedding.Even having a first child as baby boy coul...